Monday, February 20, 2012

Found The Inner Peace.

Hello everyone

It's been a long time and it's one first post of this year. I was wondering what to talk about and I really want to get back into writing posts whether it's blogs or reviews.

For the last week I have been emotionally sick which I have been on the edge from last Monday evening to 1am this morning. It is kinda of funny that it happens to everyone that we go through many different emotions which can have great strengths but also great disadvantages to it. I never like showing emotions all the time because it can cloud certain judgements.

During the last week I could be brilliant one moment and then the next moment I could be depressed and really down, not wanting to talk to anyone about it. The first person I talked to about it was my brother and he gave me some great advice which took a couple of days. It wasnt until the Saturday when I had one of the most stressful days at work and then coming home to something really bad that I felt I needed to take this on head to head.

What helped me through surprisingly was Metal Gear Solid 4 for the PS3.... Yep a video game helped me to calm down. Now my mum would say caffiene would be a cause and that is true to a certain degree, to me I have struggles with taking advice from anyone accept my brother at times. I think its down to getting advice that didnt work out well from a friend.

I sometimes feel like fighting my own battles so then I dont blame others for the different things concerning.

Anyway back to the game that it was released back in 2008 and beaten it back then but had a real thrill playing it again as it is part of my past that I loved playing Metal Gear games when I was in my late teens and early 20's. It gave me a sense of inner peace when I beat it again. I still find it hard to believe that the final cutscenes that finish the game go on for an hour which is unheard of but I like it because it gives a real closure to that story and to me that something good can come out of the end of tunnel whether its real or not.

I feel Im nearly better but not sure, Im glad to find the Inner peace and rise above it like my mum said to me.

Thats it for now.

Take care